Holy hell man, i've been here for 2 years already!? o.O
well, sorta, i come and go mostly. I would love to be able to say i'm back but.....i'm lazy -.-''' that simple nei? yes.
but i'm going to try and upload more if my freekin scanner doesnt die again. that is the world's ultimate evil, LEXMARK!
----May 28 through the 31st A-KON IN DALLAS TEXAS! SEE YOU THERE!----
kthxbai (jk)
geeze man, two years! i was 14 when i first got a DA then, HA i royally sucked at drawing then, (not to much better now i think) but back then it was reallllyyyy bad. it's funny to think at how much everything has changed. i used to be on here like 24/7, now it's just every now and then. i miss it here, well the way it was, back when everything was fun. everything kinda sucks now. Everyone is pretty much the same, but so much different. that probably doesnt make since really lol. but, like, when i first got on here i met some of the most amazing artists and people ever! they're still there but everyone has floated(?) apart. I know i'm not helpin that one any either. Jess is coming back to DA too. Maybe we can make it like back then, when no one had to worry so much.
I guess part of the problem is the way america is right now, we're in denial about a depression, more and more kids aren't finding reasons to live, parents blaming everything on everyone else.
are we crazy here?
I think so, I live in Texas (you already knew that) and it's just as bad here as anywhere else. is it like this in other places? Canada, are you guys like this? Japan, China, Malysia, Anywhere?
people have problems everywhere, so what makes ours so bad.
hell, people in Africa don't even have up to date medical care throughout the country. We have it, just not everyone can aford it. (i think that has something to do with insurence and stuff but i dono) I have medicade so i can go when i need to. but what about roy? he just barely makes to much money to quaily for it. what happens if he gets sick, or his sister? i can get help and he can't just because of a few bucks? something's wrong with that picture. You don't here about that stuff because nobody wants to talk about it. why not? it's just a question, are they afriad they'll be found out? who are they anyway? who's really in charge?
i can probably ramble on and on about it, but who's going to listen? i'm just a sixteen year old girl, i'm supposed to be worring about boys and getting a license.
What makes me think about the world rather than the stero-type?
i'm not anymore caring about things than you, so what's different?
ahhhhhh....
oh well, guess i'll never know. it's not like the presidants gonna pop outa no where and give me answers.
Here's another funny one that just pisses me off
yesterday in the news i was watching a trial, dont know why i started watching it, i just was.
well, it was parents trying to get the court to do something about abuse of their kids at school.
the teachers would with hold food, aspheixiate them, and strap them to a chair or something because they wernt doning what they wanted them to do. Oh? and did i mention that mst of the kids had some form of learning defect. atusim, adhd, mental retardation, downsyndrom, shit like that! these damn teachers would tie a kid to a chair and sit on them till they were unresponsive! they killed 3 different kids! and possibly a fourth. what the hell would make you want to choak a child, just because they can't stay quiet? you killed them just because they wernt like everyone else and couldn't stay still!?
if that wasn't bad enough, those damn monster of teachers were never prosicuted, and have teaching liscenes in a different state.
messed up right? one mom of a surviving child spoke in the hearing as well. she spoke to the school, they didn't do anything, she called CPS for god's sake? they told her it wasn't their jurisdiction (child PROTECTIVE services?) and she called teh god damn police! nothing.
and no ones ever herd about it, it all just vanished. (i belive this was in virginia or illinos)
why? just why?
everyone of those teachers need to be taken outside and have a bullet shot into their damn head. see how it feels.
i feel so strongly about this probably because 1. i love kids and 2. my nephew is autistic.
if a teacher ever did that to him i wouldn't hesitate to blow that teachers brains out.
i know what some of you might be thinking, why are you talking about this in your DeviantART journal? it's because everything around you influences you. wether it be in your art, words, actions, whatever. the world around you is your inspiraton, however messed up it might be.
later guys ----Kat